Who Says?

Jessica, 19, New Jersey born and raised. This blog represents everything about me. What i like, love, desire, how i feel, what i wish i could be. It's constantly changing because so am i.

I will always have an ugly face.

no matter how much make up i put on.

i can’t afford plastic surgery.

im sick of people sugarcoating everything and lying to my face about it.

i don’t get “checked out” i get stared at.

all people say and think is ew, why is she even trying.

its hideous.

every time i look in the mirror i want to break it.

this is the ugly truth.

I just don’t get.

girlishromp:

How people can just walk out of your life without a word.

How they can just act like you meant nothing to them.

Not even give you a sorry.

Or a goodbye.

Just leave, and not even fucking care.

More people have left me than have stayed.

I am starting to think that I am not worth it to stay and fight for.

(Source: girlishfeministi, via jesmarhay-deactivated20120412)

I understand that being friends with me…

Can be a lot of work. I just wanted to thank those of you who have stuck around and haven’t left my side or turned on me. I have certain qualities i cannot control. things i cannot change about my personality. If anyone of you feel like its too much, you don’t want to be my friend anymore, or you are just tired of dealing with me you don’t have to pretend that you are happy being my friend. I would prefer it if everyone would be honest with me about how they feel and if they decided to not be friends with me, because its for the best obviously i will be upset, and i will miss our friendship but if its easier for you, that’s what matters. Just understand i am thankful for those of who are still here. It means a lot.